Vol. 12. February 9, 2021

Jack Kerouac wrote, “Happiness doesn’t come from coddling the senses, but from cultivating the mind. Buddhahood is the way. I’m not gonna be fooled anymore. I’m here to stick to my sweet tathagata.”
How do we achieve happiness? How do we cultivate the mind? Here’s some advice from a 9th century Tibetan manuscript found in a dusty cave on the Silk Road in Dunhuang.
“Straighten your back. Don’t say anything. Turn away from the senses, and observe your mind. Do not conceptualize anything. Once you have sat for a long time, the mind will stabilize.”
It sounds easy, and it is. But our minds have a nasty habit of conceptualizing stuff. We rarely reach a level of clarity. We pollute sensory input with names and labels. We get lost in our concepts, and we mistake conceptual reality for truth.
Bob Dylan said, “All the truth in the world adds up to one big lie.”
Last night, I had moment of clarity.
Just before I tucked into bed, I looked out my window to a church across the street. Some winter wanderer was camping out in front of the church doors. The temperature was near zero.
I couldn’t very well go to sleep in a warm bed knowing someone was sleeping in the cold outside my door. I had my jammies on. What was I to do? I faced a moral dilemma.
I … it’s always I. (I hate that. It’s all about me. My comfort.)
I called the police. They checked on the person. They put him in the squad car and drove off, presumably to a homeless shelter.
I slept peacefully knowing I helped a fellow human being in need. But I woke up in a reflective mood.

Clarity is non-conceptual
Why is it all about me? My comfort? The Buddha said anatman, there is no self. The realization of a homeless person freezing at my feet broke through my self-centered ego. My ego consciousness is so thick that it took a pitiful sight to rend my heart open and pour out a cup of compassion.
In compassion, there is no ego. There is only unity.
That person freezing outside was not some stranger in the night. It was you and me. There is no difference between subject and object. A guy looking out a window and a guy freezing like a flag pole outside the window are the same guy.
Clarity is non-conceptual. If I got stuck in the concept “me/him,” the sun would have rose on a cold corpse outside a church door.
Non-conceptualization erases subject-object duality.
It makes you feel happy.
That’s why I’m not gonna be fooled anymore.
Buddhahood is the way.
I’m sticking to my sweet tathagata.



















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